Kansas City Adventures...

So I went to Ryan in Missouri!!! It was a horrible idea, what it made me do is just miss Ryan a billion times more and have to say our sad goodbyes again! We both decided that we eat about 3 times as much as we would normally when we are with each other.. we ate at plenty of amazing BBQ places! We went to a Kansas City Royals game and met up with our pals the Fraziers!!! They were passing through and so we got to get some delicious BBQ at Arthur Bryants

http://www.arthurbryantsbbq.com/ This place had awesome pics on the walls of all the famous people who have eaten there, I noticed Jimmy Carter. Recently Sarah Palin and John McCain have eaten there. This place is ranked in the top 3 in the nation! Way impressive. I cant even explain how delicious this food was Ryan and I split a sandwich and it was more then enough for both of us. It was very filling. Ryan and I saw the new Terminator movie at a way cool theater that had sub woofers under the seats, nice leather seats.. It was awesome. Well, now I am home and I miss Ryan all over again.

http://myfibrofight.blogspot.com/ Holli's Blog

Hey guys, I wrote up some things related to Fibromyalgia on this blog, she is the sister of one of my friends at work. She is also dealing with Fibro and she has been doing it much longer then I have and to a much more serious extent. But although the majority of our interaction is over instant message she has been a great help to me! Unfortunately some of the things that you deal with, with Fibro just can not be explained or comforted by those who do not really understand. My family and loved ones are great, and have tried. But I dont expect them to understand. It just feels soo good to talk to some one that immediately knows the pain that cant be described.. If I stated I couldnt get out of bed this morning. It could be taken soo many ways, lazy, long night, just a lil extra sleepy.. Or intense pain that just smothers you into your bed that it feels like your body literally has stopped communicating with itself and it takes every once of energy to sit up, but that feeling just rips you are part. When you have fibro, you are really scared to say things like that, and be that descriptive but when someone else has that same feeling, it feels great. You aren't just crazy or lazy or whatever.. It gives you strength! Thanks Holli! You are a big help!

Missing Ryan..

Well, Ryan has been gone for almost 3 weeks now. I have really great friends who are around to comfort me. But I still miss my teddy bear Wyan!!! He is doing well, back in Kansas City, MO he was in Dodge City Kansas for the last 2 weeks. He was pretty sick that whole time, this blows my mind, he never gets sick. He told me yesterday he is positive that when I come visit him over Memorial Weekend that he will get completely healed. He has been working his tail off though so he is happy. Otherwise he said he would have came home when he had to go back to sharing a room with 2 guys (no offense Kev and Todd!).
For Mothers day, my sister and I took my mother to a spa in Provo (www.acaydia.com) We got 3 hour treatments it was amazing! Someone from work had asked me, well you aren't a mother, how come you got pampered too?! It is because I deserve it, my husband is gone, so I couldnt be a mother if I wanted to be ;) Anyways.. After I get back from visiting Ryan I will have plenty of his fun pics to blog about!